I Can Feel It

Can’t see the end, the questions continue
I ask myself again and again
If I can endure through these things
Then as if it’s nothing, I say, why can’t I?
Actually, it’s been really hard
The fact that there’s not a single person
Who will listen to my secrets that I’ve been keeping makes me sad
This reality makes me cry

Can’t see the end
When I open my eyes in bed
I still haven’t come out of my gravity defying dream
Is it morning? Is it night? I don’t even know
As I wash away the haziness at the sink
But everything stays the same
I see myself in the mirror with several days worth of makeup
My skin is ruined and I feel like I lost my goal
The dark circles underneath just get deeper

Feels like I’m floating in space
I don’t know where to go
But the stars far away pull me
I Can Feel It, I Can Feel It
I feel like I can be a light

Can’t see the end
I ran all the way from the start without rest, but why
Where did my usual self go? What am I chasing after every day?
I pray every day that it won’t be a lie when I say I’m ok
But why are the expectations so high?
I wipe away the bursting tears
I think of my family and dream once again

Can’t see the end, leave me alone
Actually, I’m miserable, after I finish a packed schedule
Expectations from friends and family follow me into bed
I can’t even close my eyes and sleep
I forgot how to go for it all
Now I have a habit of avoiding the little things
Can’t see the end, typical words “have strength”
It’s not the same as before, why am I so desperate?

Feels like I’m floating in space
I don’t know where to go
But the stars far away pull me
I Can Feel It, I Can Feel It
I feel like I can be a light

Maybe what I want is over there at the end
Getting what I want will be harder than just determination
But I can’t be impatient anymore
If I’m lost again, I need to find it again

Feels like I’m floating in space
I don’t know where to go
But the stars far away pull me
I Can Feel It, I Can Feel It
I feel like I can be a light

by SEVENTEEN