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Fangirl

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A female fan, especially one who is obsessive about comics, film, music, or science fiction. (Oxford Dictionaries) I never notice this fangirling mood inside me till I got to know Hallyu. In 2002, aku mula main MS Paint. Rindunya Paint. Haha. Lukis macam2. Lukis pizza la. Lukis orang petak la. Sayang takde gambar since laptop lama dah rosak. Pastu gigih lukis logo IKEA. Luls. Memang cari la font yang sama macam IKEA. In 2007, aku terjumpa installed Photoshop dalam laptop Abah yang ada kat rumah. Kalau abah pergi kerja time cuti sekolah, aku habiskan masa expore benda alah tu. Siyes obsess dengan Photoshop. Walaupun time tu tak reti lagi bukak internet and tengok video tutorial guna Photoshop, time tu terer lukis matahari yang ada banyak shades of red to yellow. Haha. Aku obsess dengan Photoshop till now. Fuyo, dah 10 tahun bersama. Cewah. In 2010, my school's PA system loved to play nasyid songs from UNIC, InTeam, Maher Zain and lots of other nasyid teams. I was obsessive...

Rizq

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Abang kafe jual ni for RM 1 only. Alhamdulillah. Pernah tak depress tak dapat something yang korang nak? Like nak beli tudung keluaran terbaru? Album BTS terbaru? Kasut baru? Tak dapat JPA? I was quite depressed on something that I couldn't get. Eventhough I'm competent enough to have it. I mourned it because of it for a long time. **I just keep it in my heart pastu menangis sorang-sorang kat bilik air. Haha** I ranted about it to my friend. And she said, Don't worry.. Ada rezeki lain yang tengah tunggu kau. Rezeki tu kan beza-beza untuk setiap orang, dan dia dating dalam banyak bentuk. (Jihah, 2017) Mana tahu kau dapat rezeki dimudahkan study ke. (Jihah, 2017) Suddenly, I have this one thought. I got many things that others want. Lots of gifts for this week only (Ni sebab gigih gila main games kat PTAR Open Day hari tu.) Easily understood things in class. Made dental works aesthetically. Ohhh. Wo mingpai le. I got what everyone...

Dent Is Try: Semester 3

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Smurfs or Barneys?

Dent Is Try: Semester 2

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Ya Allah... Habis jugak sem 2 ni.. Alhamdulillah.. Sem ni, totally different dari sem 1 yang 'sedentary lifestyle.' Haha. Nak baca sem 1 dulu? Kat SINI Ok. We are going to the 2nd Semester. Sem ni, kau akan banyak menangis kalau hati lembut macam aku. >.< "Sesiapa yang bekerja keras sahaja akan disayangi." "Jangan buang masa." "You must know it already." Yeah, welcome to the practical session. Di mana kau habiskan lebih 60% masa sem 2 untuk praktikal. Before we go to the real business, these are our courses that need to be learnt in this sem. Foundation of Medical and Oral Sciences (Cardiovascular and Respiratory System) Anatomy Physiology Biochemistry Microbiology Pathology Pharmacology Oral Biology Patient Care and Professional Development (yang ni sikit je sem ni) Introduction To Clinical Practice (best sebab Dr Nik and SN* n DSA** yang ajar) Operative Dentistry and Endotology (tampal2 gigi or learn...

Weird

Be weird. Being normal doesn't get you far in life. Be who you are and only who you are. Don't let nobody shape you into something else. — Day6 Jae (@Jae_Day6) July 14, 2017

Smile

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By Odyssey A notification is popped up. I smile. Seeing the profile picture on the notification. Just seeing him with the shirt that I chose. I let the notification there without open it. And I keep smiling while doing other things. PS: Thanks for making me hype even just a single Like.

I Can Feel It

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Can’t see the end, the questions continue I ask myself again and again If I can endure through these things Then as if it’s nothing, I say, why can’t I? Actually, it’s been really hard The fact that there’s not a single person Who will listen to my secrets that I’ve been keeping makes me sad This reality makes me cry Can’t see the end When I open my eyes in bed I still haven’t come out of my gravity defying dream Is it morning? Is it night? I don’t even know As I wash away the haziness at the sink But everything stays the same I see myself in the mirror with several days worth of makeup My skin is ruined and I feel like I lost my goal The dark circles underneath just get deeper Feels like I’m floating in space I don’t know where to go But the stars far away pull me I Can Feel It, I Can Feel It I feel like I can be a light Can’t see the end I ran all the way from the start without rest, but why Where did my usual self go? What am I chasing after every day? ...

Drift Away

Time is passing I’m looking back at my days that felt so long I didn’t know but they were really short All the things that just passed I miss them even more today Beautiful memories that I can’t turn back Time that’s like blood flowing from my wrists Memories drift away, becoming a big ocean What’s flowing in the past and present are the same But I only have regret for the things I couldn’t hold on to I guess I still have a long way to go to become an adult Or maybe I don’t want to Maybe I’m just whining I can’t hold onto these unknown days so they keep drifting I’m drifting with time, giving up my body You’ve drifted far away Because of the things that always just pass by When you’re struggling, just lean on me You’ve walked slowly and heavily Now you’ve become a memory Happiness and sadness I want everything to come back Is that wrong? We’re drifting away, drifting away We’re drifting away in time We’re drifting away, drifting away We’re drifting away in time We’re drifting away, dri...

ggAida: GV Black Classification

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Siyes malam ni bosan giler. Haha. Scroll twitter, ternampak tweet seorang dentist ni. Pasal GV Black Classification ni. Apa itu GV Black classification tu? Before nak tau classification apakah itu.. Jom kenal GV Black dulu. Dr. Greene Vardiman Black , or popular di kalangan dentist dengan nama GV Black dan Bapa Pergigian Moden ( Father of Modern Dentistry ). Beliau juga Father of Operative Dentistry (Operative Dentistry ni, senang kata, prosedur tampalan semua tu) :D Banyak sumbangan beliau kepada dentistry. Antaranya: Sebab fluorosis pada gigi Ideal cavity preparations (How nak lubangkan gigi before tampal dll) Foot-driven dental drill (control drill pakai kaki. Rasa macam tengah drive kereta or guna mesin jahit) XD Even idea beliau "Extension for prevention" tu orang dah jarang pakai, tapi berjasa untuk amalgam usage. Ok2. Takut melalut ke tempat lain.. Jom sambung ke GV Black Classification.. GV Black ada buat pengkelasan karies gigi (gigi berlubang...

Charge My Heart 1

Dr Howard Farran tweeted about a female dental surgeon, Dr. Pamela Marzban on how her being successful in dentistry. Her tips are: You can't achieve success all by yourself Kita tak boleh berjaya sorang-sorang. Need someone to support the vertebrae. Talk to our friends and collegues and learn their mistakes! Tak semua orang akan cerita pasal personal life diorang but try je. Haha. Sound and strong leadership takes work, but is powerful Erm.. I think I should join KPO (Kursus Pengurusan Organisasi) by SMF bulan Mei ni kat Melaka. Giving back rewards yourself, as well as your community Well, diri sendiri pun nak reward after berpenat lelah working on something. Begitu juga dengan masyarakat. Join the social works with friends. Bila buat dengan kawan, baru ada semangat nak berbakti untuk masyarakat. :D

Dent Is Try: Semester 1

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Hah~ That's my feeling when Sem 1 came to the end.. Dah lama nak cerita but tak de masa nak taip lama-lama. Haha (Padahal masa habis duk dengar lagu BTS dia tu). <- Jangan ikut contoh ni! Time sem 1, my thought was like these.. "Pergi kelas, balik kelas je ke?" "Non stop 5 lectures??" "SDL* manaaaaa... Tak wujud!" "No life." "Beratus topik kena cover untuk final.. I'm dead. " Memang mengantuk betul la dalam lectures. Sebab tak jaga waktu tidur. Tidur lewat je kerja time sem 1 tu. Rutin harian: #1 Bangun awal. Setiap hari kerja ye. Setiap hari kelas start pukul 8. Haha. Praktis la bangun awal bagi sape yang berminat dengan program ni. **gelak jahat** #2 Pukul 8, start lecture. Basic Medical Science and Oral Biology List of Subjects dan pecahan dia: Foundation of Medical and Oral Sciences Anatomy Physiology Biochemistry Microbiology Pathology Pharmacology Oral Biology Patient Care and Profes...

Wings II

I hope we can be the wings of each other and fly higher and higher. We can't just fly with a single wing. ... Thank you for being the other wing. (Min Yoongi, 2017) - Wings Tour In Seoul -

Origin of Yeorin Baramdo

Memandangkan dah nak setahun umur blog yang semi-berhabuk ni.... Nak cerita pasal asal usul nama blog ni. It was taken from lyrics of..... Super Junior - THIS IS LOVE !! Time tu.. aku memang suka giler lagu ni. Maybe sebab.. It's lyrics. Huhu. Ayat dia, sastera.. Choreography. Setting. Elegant sangat2. Video ni bersambung pulak dengan Evanesce punya MV. Siyes lawa. Tu je kut sejarah dia. Haha. First time tengok MV TIL ni.. time kat Iran. Ternampak kat MV review yang beberapa minit tu. Maka gigihla aku cari and download (kena pakai proxy browser sebab Youtube and website korea kena banned di Iran). Hahaha. That's all from me! Salam final daripada saya!

Big Eyes on Different Side of World

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Seronok benor ye~ Jalan-jalan. Memang hobi aku since kecik. Sebab dah terbiasa jalan-jalan. Abah bawak jalan merata tempat. Made my eyes see other wonders. Seeing different cultures. Expanding the mind's contents. Not just for ABC and 123. And made me extrovert. My fav picture by me <-- Narcissistic sgt akuu Pernah dulu bercita-cita nak jadi doktor tanpa sempadan (doctor without borders) selepas dengar cerita pasal anak Cikgu Mardiana (Taayah) yang study medic kat Indonesia. Kebetulan, anak Cikgu Mardiana yang lagi sorang, belajar kat sini. Tengok UiTM Sungai Buloh dengan mata sendiri time tu pun dah bagi inspirasi untuk aku study kat sini since Form 3. 😆😆😆 Sambung balik pasal DWB. Teringin nak pi rawat orang randomly. Tak kira bangsa and agama. Pastu, pi jelajah mana-mana. Cewahh. Time tu tak sedar diri tu perempuan, bakal bini orang. Kena jaga anak-anak. Bila dah sedar.. My old ambition got shrinken. Huhu. Started from entering my university's li...